I was texting a friend earlier, asking if she was coming to my birthday party and she jokingly asked 'so how old will you be? ;)' It finally sank in. I'm turning 30 next month! This I do find a bit frightening. I don't feel 30 and I don't look 30. People age me from around 18 - 21, I do love this, I find it such a compliment.
I'm still in shock that I will be turning 30, I always thought i'd have children by now. At least I got married and bought a house before I leave my 20's.
I wonder how I will feel next month....... Maybe I need to get a move on. My body clock is starting to tick and I always wanted to make parents granparents, even more so after my dad had the most terrible scare. I love children and really look forward to having them.
I'll also find out next month, either just before my birthday or just after, if I will get made redundent or get a promotion. Hopefully, it will be the promotion! I don't know what i'd do if I got made redundant, but i'm not going to think like that. I will stay positive.
I'm looking forward to leaving my 20's with my family and friends with music, food and dancing. I might as well celebrate it, rather than dwell on it.